I don't know where these feelings of inadequacy and vulnerability came from all of a sudden. My first inclination is to run. But I'm going to chill and sit with these feelings and uncomfortableness and sort it out.

I have to stop spending money. I just need to leave my wallet at home. I have never been a buy coffee everyday type like I've been doing for the past couple of weeks.

I feel that I let my other priorities get out of control. I need to get back to them and find a balance.

I'm glad things are moving slowly and happening naturally. I know it's for the best and that this isn't a race.

I miss my friends.