that's awesome and takes a lot of courage. this may sound like a dumb question, but you said you have an addictive personality. if you could would you change it?

because you can be addicted to stuff that's bad for you, but then you can be addicted to stuff that's good for you too. but if you could trade being all-in on things that are destructive or constructive, for a more moderate temperament do you think you would?

and what kind of music do you make? and who are your influences?