She has always been sober, and I was the trouble maker. When I quit, it took a lot of strain off our relationship. It was the right thing to do. As far as my friends, I literally do not have any people I can call friends right now, everyone is doing their thing, or dealing with their own problems. That's generally how these "friendships" go. I'm too motivated now to look back though. I'm putting as much time between me and what I used to get down with as possible.