march is a heavy/busy month.
grampa's bday was the 1st. I miss that man sooooooo much (RIP)
My bday trip in two weeks
host of a bridal shower at the end of the month
ppl movin out, ppl movin in....


Had a full on emotional breakdown the other day,
tears flowin outta nowhere.
It was interesting.


I'm mad as hell. and profoundly sad.
recounting all of the details that led to this point.
you're weren't supposed to fail. fail me. fail us.
but your words just couldn't fully translate to action.
How can I or anyone plan a future on that?
how can I be resented for not pushing past that towards a future I could no longer see clearly due to what was lacking?
*sigh*


There's a man in a town that desperately desires to make my bday
(and hell the rest of my life if i'll have him lol)
totally fucking epic.
And he just may be capable.
just gotta get through/over alladat ^ up there.
and thats what therapy is for.

*glitter sprinkles*