I am happy
Happy with how things are going
Happy with my life
Not happy I haven't been to the gym in over a month
But spending time with ppl I love
Has made me put working out at the bottom of the list

I'm perfectly content with what happened
I feel no regrets at all

I'm sitting at work sending dirty, explicit texts to him
I wish my vacation was coming up this month
Being away for two weeks would give me a better idea
Of where I stand with him and if I should persue it
Or just be friends

I'm annoyed and don't want to go out on this date
I don't know if I'm being unreasonable
Or if I should really give him a chance
You wanted to take me out
Let me pick the place
Then say it's too expensive when it isn't
This just isn't starting well

I am signing up for more art classes
And I want to start working with water colors
I might go buy some tonight