I got some shit in the works

and asked was it me.

My reply was " Did you see the big ass bonus you signed off for me to receive at the end of this month?"




He thought about it...and then went back to contemplating who it could be.


I could see how he thought it was me but he looks out for me and I'm loyal to his generosity.

FFWD a couple hours later, his boss calls me into the office to ask me about some stuff that another manager over heard about my manager and when I was told what I was told, I was able to get my manager out of hot water by going to my desk and forwarding an email that handled a situation my manager overlooked only because I addressed it initially and told him not to worry about it.


I come in this morning and there's a $100 Best Buy gift card in my desk drawer with a note that simply said "Thanks...get your son a new game".

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

otherwise i'd have to report it to the federal agency that oversees my field of work.

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

i hate to say it but its true

when they owe you one...they dont half ass that comeback. if your boss was some OTHER ethnicity...he'd be like yo...thanks. good looking.

which is enough but yeah. its nice to be appreciated


does it really matter?

wonder what bin's doing?
http://i.imgur.com/phECCMp.jpg

I'm surprised at you Bin. Well not really. You are Black.


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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

thanks for your opinion on that tho


does it really matter?

wonder what bin's doing?
http://i.imgur.com/phECCMp.jpg

Or are you just fixated on how good the White man does things?

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

The workplace is not juts populated with Black and White people.
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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

first of all, make your own damn post. nobody asked you for all this.

2nd of all HELL NO indian aint gonna give you $100 for saving his ass, clown! are you serious? he might buy you some liquor. MAYBE. actually he wouldnt need to have his ass saved but the LAST motherfucker he'd trust to help him out would be fishgrease black ass. cmon.


does it really matter?

wonder what bin's doing?
http://i.imgur.com/phECCMp.jpg

>first of all, make your own damn post. nobody asked you for
>all this.
>

No. You made a statement that I want to talk about.


>2nd of all HELL NO indian aint gonna give you $100 for saving
>his ass, clown! are you serious? he might buy you some liquor.
>MAYBE. actually he wouldnt need to have his ass saved but the
>LAST motherfucker he'd trust to help him out would be
>fishgrease black ass. cmon.
>

And the gift about is not the issue. You made a statement that signified that Black people would not show and appreciation beyond a thank you. I wanted to know if you though that it's a Black issue or if you just think that White people are on a different level of gift appreciation.






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fishgrease boss gave him $100 for saving his ass. its been MY experience having worked for & among many MANY different cultures that...by & large...when this happens its MAINLY white people who do it.

i didnt say shit abt what Black ppl do or dont do.

& thats my final word on the subject you can carry on


does it really matter?

wonder what bin's doing?
http://i.imgur.com/phECCMp.jpg

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

and probably the best manager I've ever had in my 24 yrs of working.
I think it's because he's asian that people are constantly coming for his neck---I find myself often thinkin' that they wouldn't even try a black man the way they do him in this office.


but you're right about the Indian dudes---they're not coming off any amount of money, hence why the ones that work in my office have some of the highest personal net worths of anyone in the company.

of course i know its not, but its too late now i got a agenda here


does it really matter?

wonder what bin's doing?
http://i.imgur.com/phECCMp.jpg

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

you don't have to worry
about the puba catching wreck

that says hood pass on it. Put a picture of it on the other side and some random hood in your area. Tell him if he is in trouble to whip the card out and whoever is bothering him will let him go.

ome.

15 years of posting on OKP has given me a unique skill set for accidentally reading this hell out of someone without using one curse word.

Yesterday, someone in a facebook group I'm a part of posted the name of a sexual assault victim and I kindly asked the admin to delete her post because it was inappropriate and tantamount to cyber bullying. She got up in arms about it and called me uppity. I addressed the fact that she was wrong and my reply to her calling me uppity ended up being me reading the shit out of her. I've been getting inboxes and phone calls about that shit for the last 24 hours... someone even made a sub-group just to address the shit around it. Apparently I unearthed 15 years worth of hurt feelings.

I kinda feel bad about it because I didn't mean to call her out like I did but she earned that shit.

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>I kinda feel bad about it because I didn't mean to call her
>out like I did but she earned that shit.


^^ This last remark contradicts your sentiment.



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I feel bad about the ripples it caused but she earned this shit out about that read.

You could have inboxed her about your concern.
Do you think that would have worked out better?


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but then again, you didn't see the post and I'm giving the skeleton so you don't know what happened.

So I'm gonna let you cook since you just want to be contrary.

>but then again, you didn't see the post and I'm giving the
>skeleton so you don't know what happened.
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>So I'm gonna let you cook since you just want to be contrary.


You seem a bit sensitive about the post you made. I was juts asking you some self-reflective questions, since this is a confession post. I can only imagine how that FB post went.


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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

And I thought the entire thing about confession wednesday was the people didn't respond within here. you just got shit off your chest and kept it moving.

And the facebook post was actually fine. The only person tripping was the chick I read.

no matter how nice you are.. "them some fighting words"

Folks know what they are doing, but will try to hid that hand in public anyway.

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

>Folks know what they are doing, but will try to hid that hand
>in public anyway.

^^^ smh, you are a funny dude

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>>Folks know what they are doing, but will try to hid that
>hand
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>^^^ smh, you are a funny dude

Look who is talking. pot calling the kettle black.

LOL...

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

I remember one time you typed out something like
"Now here's where the rubber hits the road"
I've been waiting to use that one lol

They sound like something my uncle would say
And the one in the post above me reads like someshit theyd say
In a Tyler perry film lol

>I remember one time you typed out something like
>"Now here's where the rubber hits the road"
>I've been waiting to use that one lol
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>They sound like something my uncle would say
>And the one in the post above me reads like someshit theyd say
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>In a Tyler perry film lol


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knew about it. i get emails about every damn show announcement from this venue, and somehow either didn't get or missed the email abaout this one. and i'm salty as shit about that. i guess that's my confession, i probably shouldn't be as salty as i am, but damnit i am.

he's coming to VA beach this summer, but it's with Big Sean, YG and Jeremi (sp) and i don't really wanna go to that shit. there'll be too many youngins at that show and i'm not a huge fan of hip hop at amphitheaters.

boo hoo for me, right?

sucks for you tho...

where is he playing?

1st of all, case one, nobody asked you for your opinion. make your own confession where you address EEVERYBODY elses confession if you must (like i just did)

2nd of all, i hate expense reports.

3rd of all, fk winter.

4th of all, im broke.

5th of all, but not for long.

6th of all, Blackness supersedes.

7th of all, but DAMN if Black ppl by & large cant get their shit together in a business sense! IM SICK OF IT!!

8th of all, lol @ netanyohoo being mad @ us because WE wont fight iran for him. bitch YOU go fight his ass. we out of that business.

9th of all, i admire, desire & require my boo. very appreciated. go put a bra on.

10th of all, im thinking POSITIVELY abt my tax return but if ANYTHING & i do mean ANYTHING causes it to not be accepted or whatever or something idiotic happens...ill be VERY annoyed.


does it really matter?

wonder what bin's doing?
http://i.imgur.com/phECCMp.jpg

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

>8th of all, lol @ netanyohoo being mad @ us because WE wont
>fight iran for him. bitch YOU go fight his ass. we out of that
>business.

I think the training wheels have officially come off.
This is terrifying and exhilarating all at once.

http://www.thepolylife.com/

Oh, and are you fully engaged in this kind of relationship now?



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ugh
and short answer: it looks like it Rev.
Since you're feeling mighty responsive today, what is your stance on polyamory?

>ugh
>and short answer: it looks like it Rev.
>Since you're feeling mighty responsive today, what is your
>stance on polyamory?

But hey. if it works for you then you're gonna play it out anyway. I just see too much that can go wrong emotionally and physically. But people are going to find variables to support their position no matter what.


Ho did you get assimilated in to this lifestyle? How may people are in your relationship? What are the gender numbers and races?

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

My God and I made peace with my choices a long time ago.
I don't feel comfortable discussing the inner workings of my relationships with those who do not approve. It's just not worth the inevitable cussout.

>My God and I made peace with my choices a long time ago.
>I don't feel comfortable discussing the inner workings of my
>relationships with those who do not approve. It's just not
>worth the inevitable cussout.


I didn't make any judgements about you. I ask a few questions so that I can understand your choice in life since you were the one that advertised the subject. I could care less about the outcome, but I did want to know why people choose such relationships.

I swear, y'all juts want a cheering section for everything.

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

I didn't ask for your opinion on the details of my life.
There's a difference Rev, I would suggest learning that nuance.
Have a lovely hump day
Be well.

>I didn't ask for your opinion on the details of my life.
>There's a difference Rev, I would suggest learning that
>nuance.


It's all about perspective. You ask for my opinion and I give it on the general topic. I never said anything about you. You chose to take it personal.

So, yes, you should learn to not be so sensitive and we will both have an amazing day.


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ive never gone poly because of the amount of communication needed to make it happen. one relationship is hard enough

all those rules, secrets, etc...

I only knew one person on that poly shit and no one looked happy AT ALL.

I think the idea of meeting/hooking up with new people is the fun part but all the juggling, sexplaining, etc...

like you, I think 1 relationship has enough ups and downs. Why do that with more than 1 person?

I guess it can work but I have yet to see one post with someone in it on here talking about how they are HAPPY in it.

i can't remember his sn though.

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

and some live the life under the radar.
There are regular folks out here really living this
making it work however they need to
at first I wished more would make themselves known
but I understand better now why they shield themselves from scrutiny.

...the FOMC's uncle passed away. i want to go to the service on saturday but that would be awkward i guess. i don't know. i just want to pay my respects since i knew him and when me and the FOMC were still together he helped us out with a bunch of stuff. idk. when i was on the phone with my MIL she told me about the memorial service as if she wanted me to go but idk i probably won't go. idk.

...this weather is threatening to keep us from this show tomorrow. and that is upsetting me. got my fingers crossed that the snow isn't that bad and we'll make it. but it might keep people in general away. i'd prefer if it were postponed than if we got there snow and shit and the crowd was bare.

...i am tired of having this feeling. and i honestly don't know what to do to remove it from my life.

...i'm good with this job for now but i need another more stable one. but i don't know of any job that allows me to choose my hours the way i am able to now so i'm trying to stick with this one for a while.

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I must say that I'm a bit happy, nervous, sad, and proud. Happy because he's going to have a great deal of fun that night and remember this weekend for the rest of his life. I'm nervous because I don't want him to do anything stupid to jeopardize his future. He's a great kid, but it only takes on mistake these days to set the wheel of BS in motion. Plus they are taking a party bus, which will eliminate the drunk driving / accident variable. I'm sad because this is one more milestone that's even further away for KC being my little buddy. I miss my little boy that needed his father. I'm proud because he's one step closer to graduating, going off to college, and becoming a better man then I will ever be.


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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

are you purposely trying to get it deleted or do you enjoy being a jerk because it gives you a hard on?

Just trying to figure out why you like to antagonize people when that is NOT the Christian way. I just assume people like you don't have a real life with real friends and real focus to just be dicks all day on the internet.

>are you purposely trying to get it deleted or do you enjoy
>being a jerk because it gives you a hard on?
>


I've asked a few questions of bin and VE. What are you ranting about?



>Just trying to figure out why you like to antagonize people
>when that is NOT the Christian way. I just assume people like
>you don't have a real life with real friends and real focus to
>just be dicks all day on the internet.


OK. Thanks. I don't have any friend, a real life, and i live on the internets.


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I'm happy for him too. I know he was worried he wasn't going to have a branch on his family tree. All his other siblings have grandkids except for him but I'll be damned if I had a kid at 18 and out of wedlock like most of them.

I wanted to do it the "right" way and I did..

Pretty sure my wife is going to stay at home for the first year or 2 and teach dance classes in the evening. We about to be broke as shit.

I gotta step my money game up for this kid. I'm ready tho...

A simple "I'm gonna watch him/her for a few hours" will turn into "It's kinda rainy outside... I think it'll be safer if they stay over here with me."

I swear my pop comes up with excuses to keep his grandson for longer periods of time. Can't blame him tho.

but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't grinning like shit over here for you!

thanks...

Listen to the wisdom of the elders about how to raise your child. Don't reinvent the wheel, and above all make sure that your and the wife are on the same page at all time - even if your disagree.


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thats whats up, enjoy it


does it really matter?

wonder what bin's doing?
http://i.imgur.com/phECCMp.jpg

I told my wife if it's meant to be, it will be...

it's awesome because my wife was scared because she didn't think she would be a good parent. Man, she already talking like a mother. The way she talks about taking care of this baby is amazing.

mother. you will grow to love her in so many different ways for many different reasons.

I was getting angry. Not at her but just angry at us for not being able to make it happen.

Her sister has 4 kids and stays pregnant and I could see my sister getting jealous of the attention her mom was giving to her grandkids.

IT just... ionno, I see her researching, glowing and talking about this child and it's like I have a new wife.

I love it.

I hope that it turns into something meaningful.

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

I was so devastated by the loss of my family members around Christmas, that I was not paying attention to who was propping me up. And a person propped me up daily with no request for return on his investment. I was appreciative, but quite frankly too confounded by loss to really notice.

Now that the fog is clearing, I'm realizing that I might be in love. Like in LOVE love. And this whole time, he's been in love with me.

I'm grateful to God.

I hope that this becomes all that you have ever wanted in a relationship. This same thing happened to my boy. His pops died around the holidays a few years ago and the woman that was present in his life eventually became his wife.


One day before they got engaged, I asked him how did he know that she was the one. That's when he told me that he knew because she was the one that was there for him when his pops died. She was the one that care for his emotions and supported him during the process.




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Happy for you Abby.

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pretty sure the wife is pregnant again. well, she is, but it's VERY early. i have mixed feelings. i'm excited about another child, but stressed about the whole process, like everything about having another child. in addition to that, we lost one this past summer and while i try to encourage my wife to not even think about that as the stress and worry isn't going to do anyone any good, i'm thinking about it. i don't want to have to go through that again. it was VERY tough for her, and me as well, but to a lesser extent of course. fortunately right now i'm in a good place as far as employment goes, but we still livin' tight. the expense of another one is gonna be tough, but it'll all work out because it always does. God is good and i know this will be a blessing for our family, and i really want my son to have a sibling, but i'm nervous and don't quite yet feel the same level of excitement i did when she was pregnant with our son 5 years ago.

Seriously, may the Lord Bless you, your wife, your child and your unborn child. My everyone be healthy and prosperous in life.

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also, this has been an emotional week for our family. not just immediate, but extended on my wife's side especially. we lost a great man of God, Pastor Robert Brown, last week. he embodied what it means to be like Christ. the most humble, kind, giving, humble, Godly, Christ-like, humble person i think i've ever known. he was the Pastor that counseled and married me and my wife and dedicated our son. my wife's parents helped him start his church in a living room of a house and under his teaching and preaching it has grown. he was a wonderfully humble and kind man, and he is greatly missed. our Peace comes from knowing he is now with God enjoying the fruits of his labor, but knowing him he's just grateful to be there and will pass on his rewards for someone else.

Rest In Peace and Glory, Pastor Bob.

honor you. The passing of an influence in our lives can be hard, but at the same time we can take courage and comfort when we know that our heart is right with God and the person that has gone home. I can tell that you have a great deal of reverence for that man that you spoke about and that feeling will become apart of how you want to live and be remembered in the future. As such, that person will still live on in your heart and through your actions in life. He was a great man to you and thus, you will be a great man to others.

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most of the time Haha.

but for real, i appreciate your kind and uplifting words. Bless.

I love how mad he makes people.

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i'm working on getting excited. i know after the first 3 months we will worry less and be excited more.

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I love you too.


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huh

I obviously have an eye but so do so many other people who have been doing it for so much longer.

I want to get a DSLR but a friend discouraged me and said stick with my iphone 6 for now.

for the blog I'm learning food photography
I did a search on Amazon for camera lenses and tripods for my Galaxy 5
I was unsuccessful with my first purchase but it was a learning experience that only cost me 12 bucks so I'm not sweating it.

When I did my search I actually found way more shutterbug accessories for the iPhone 6 than the Galaxy 5 so I would definitely suggest that to start and take it from there.

that was dumb advice
you need a DSLR
if you really want to get in the game

camera phones
are good for on the spot

i cannot imagine you being a portrait photographer
or wedding photographer
with an iphone

i dont even know if clients would take you seriously

so what type of photographer do you want to be?

Part of what puts clients at ease is when they see the big hardware that they don't own and don't know how to use. I've gotten a few gigs just from people seeing me with my camera (I do video and stills) and asking me how much I charge.

I imagine getting laughed at for trying to shoot professionally (meaning you're charging folks).

But in much better quality.

Peep: http://www.instagram.com/mica4life

There's an industry for that type of photography.

Not as easy money as weddings or models I know.

Or even an advanced point and shoot. DSLR optional. I have a friend who does the abstract type of stuff in photography, has gallery shows and I've never seen him with a DSLR. I know he uses a P&S.

Otherwise? Have you ever seen a wedding, portrait or event photographer using a damn phone?

Put away about 2K and get you a prosumer DSLR and a good lens or two. That's what I did, but I'm just a hobbyist.
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"There's a fine line between persistence and foolishness..."
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"To Each His Reach"

>Otherwise? Have you ever seen a wedding, portrait or event
>photographer using a damn phone?
>

one of these lenses for your iphone 6 http://momentlens.co/

i bought one for my girl and her pics have improved immensely.


So much that she just funded their shutter case on kickstarter.

I'm not a professional but I know my way around a camera and you need a real camera if you are serious about this.

Here is what I did. I told EVERYONE in my family to get me Best Buy gift cards for my Bday and Xmas.

I walked in with $300-$400 dollars worth of gift cards and got a Rebel.

It isn't the best but it's does the job.

ONLY SHOOT IN MANUAL MODE: searching the internet will give you the basics on how to do so; a quickie class if they offer those in your area might be worth it also (there are some photog classes in NYC that teach you the basics for free or dirt cheap).

These books are good read to cover those concepts:

http://www.amazon.com/Understanding-Exposure-3rd-Edition-Photographs/dp/0817439390

http://www.amazon.com/Chasing-Light-Improving-Photography-Available/dp/0321752503

After that it's a matter of taking AS MANY PHOTOS AS YOU CAN. During this phase id focus less on heavy editing until you get used to the cameras controls/concepts involved with taking shots on manual, getting your eye, etc.

THEN learn Lightroom or other photo friendly image editing software, which after the above should be a breeze since you should already know what you're aiming for with your editing and how to fix what's 'wrong' (which can be very subjective, thus the time you spend just learning what works and doesn't work for you without running to immediately crop/edit/filter pics)



>I obviously have an eye but so do so many other people who
>have been doing it for so much longer.
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>I want to get a DSLR but a friend discouraged me and said
>stick with my iphone 6 for now.
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Unfortunately I am still kicking myself for letting a used t3 offer go for $200 last weekend but I'm sure I can find a cheap used one to start with.

Thanks for all the links much appreciated!

notice the letter in the end. pretty much any of the entry level canons you look at should have the i at the end of it, they did some fugazi shit and have some heavily crippled vanilla versions that they try to sneak by people.

Considering i saw the t3i on sale for like 350 new last week for 200 bucks that what you should expect.

Doesn't sound like a good deal now that I know a t3i was on sale for $350.

Also same guy tried to sell me a used t5 for $380 then lowered it to $320.

Passed on that too.

Also, all the Txi series of cameras from T2i on have the same guts+picture quality its just the features change. Wifi, touch screen, speed, etc...so if you see a t2i cop that (or t5i for that matter).

That said, it seems the nikon entry levels are BIT cheaper. Like the videogame wars of sega vs nintendo, there's no real difference between them at the end of the day, so you can shop there too.

Anti-gentrification, cheap alcohol & trying to look pretty in our twilight posting years (c) Big Reg


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Now. You are happy too. LOL

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then told me that he loves me

i SOOO was not expected that
gave me butterflies

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She was a terrible racist and her time was coming. Everyone else was like poor lady...I was like fk it.


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"One of the most important things in life is what Judge Learned Hand described as 'that ever-gnawing inner doubt as to whether you're r

my brother had the job of going to different plants and trimming the fat. He felt bad as shit but then he was like... "man, I felt bad but after a while I got good at it."

People hated me when they saw me coming because they knew it was chopping time.

>She was a terrible racist

>She was a terrible racist and her time was coming. Everyone
>else was like poor lady...I was like fk it.
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What did she do to warrant this termination?




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"One of the most important things in life is what Judge Learned Hand described as 'that ever-gnawing inner doubt as to whether you're r

it's weird.

a judge is mad that i used strategy to get my client out of jail on a signature bond.

a prosecutor is mad b/c i used strategy to force him to move for dismiss a case he couldn't prove.

clients are mad b/c i told them the truth about the strength of their case and the prosecution's case.

it's like...huh? LOL

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I am happy
Happy with how things are going
Happy with my life
Not happy I haven't been to the gym in over a month
But spending time with ppl I love
Has made me put working out at the bottom of the list

I'm perfectly content with what happened
I feel no regrets at all

I'm sitting at work sending dirty, explicit texts to him
I wish my vacation was coming up this month
Being away for two weeks would give me a better idea
Of where I stand with him and if I should persue it
Or just be friends

I'm annoyed and don't want to go out on this date
I don't know if I'm being unreasonable
Or if I should really give him a chance
You wanted to take me out
Let me pick the place
Then say it's too expensive when it isn't
This just isn't starting well

I am signing up for more art classes
And I want to start working with water colors
I might go buy some tonight

She just said "This is my picture from kinneygarn" and she also cannot pronounce the word nuisance, she says noose-nince. Lol!! I chuckle to myself.

I swear people in Bmore do not know that the word shrimp is already plural. Lol! I can't today with these people at work.

One of my coworkers who is 30 years my senior is jealous of me, and tries to dress like me. Unfortunately she is shaped like a candy apple on a stick.

I have another guy in my office, who can relate to EVERY story you tell. Have you ever met someone that tells a story and comes out on top in EVERY story. I call him the Ninja Fighter, because he wins every fight and is the best at everything in his world (rolls eyes). I call him Mr. Me 2


Work vent over.....


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>Unfortunately she is shaped
>like a candy apple on a stick.

cause thats exactly what i call them.. lol

march is a heavy/busy month.
grampa's bday was the 1st. I miss that man sooooooo much (RIP)
My bday trip in two weeks
host of a bridal shower at the end of the month
ppl movin out, ppl movin in....


Had a full on emotional breakdown the other day,
tears flowin outta nowhere.
It was interesting.


I'm mad as hell. and profoundly sad.
recounting all of the details that led to this point.
you're weren't supposed to fail. fail me. fail us.
but your words just couldn't fully translate to action.
How can I or anyone plan a future on that?
how can I be resented for not pushing past that towards a future I could no longer see clearly due to what was lacking?
*sigh*


There's a man in a town that desperately desires to make my bday
(and hell the rest of my life if i'll have him lol)
totally fucking epic.
And he just may be capable.
just gotta get through/over alladat ^ up there.
and thats what therapy is for.

*glitter sprinkles*

Oh yeah! Please pray for me, or wish me luck if prayer's not your thing.
I need this. Things are starting to move forward and this would help me speed them along.
Man, I'm so excited. Too excited. I haven't even had the interview yet.

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huh

You're one of a few I want to see better days for.
(as in, so good you can GTFO a trapping situation)

>Oh yeah! Please pray for me, or wish me luck if prayer's not
>your thing.
>I need this. Things are starting to move forward and this
>would help me speed them along.
>Man, I'm so excited. Too excited. I haven't even had the
>interview yet.
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I appreciate it.

Hopefully much better!

the whole thing is ridiculous
and totally not the fault of the person who invited me to spin

apparently some guy i met for only 2 minutes has it out for me

so we gon' see

i'm living in a Drake song

Last week during the snowstorm, I got out there and shoveled my driveway (well one half of it. I got a two car garage. Only did the half I use) and the steps and walkway. Threw down some calcium chloride, called it a night.

It rained and sleeted a bit after that. Long story short- My driveway and the walkway are still iced over. Steps are okay. There's a couple of trees that shade that part of my property, so I don't get that sun melt like everyone else. So it looks like I'm negligent even though I wasn't.

Plus I got a light ankle sprain cause of that shat. And the Home Depot is out of the ice melt. Plus I think some water from my roof is contributing to my driveway problem.

I can't wait for spring.
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"There's a fine line between persistence and foolishness..."
-unknown

"To Each His Reach"

so I'm going to return 1 out of 3 calls you place-is it ever okay to tell someone that? probably not.



I decided to sit down and watch my cleaner clean .. she has 3 hours and usually uses all three hours today though an hour in and she was half done :/ hmm on that note cot damn every cleaner I have had is soo damn chatty

I think Positive J needs to come back

I be getting so hyped for other people's wins in life I need to calm down I think it freaks people out

Hopeful for the best prepared for the worst unsurprised by anything in between

I think St. Lucia/Barbados may need to happen

well...
children that aren't family...or close friends....

I was lightweight happy that the last party had to be canceled....not happy about WHY....but I sighed a big sigh of relief when the evite update popped up on my email and it said the party was cancelled.....damn...actually..it said Postponed to a Later Date....
FCK!!!

AND I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!
lol
this is after someone passed a comment about it

you know what? you can unfollow me
how you gonna hate on the thing that brings me the most joy in life?

you don't like what I post...you can unfollow.
you don't like me...you can unfollow.
think i'm boring...you can unfollow

quite a few okpers have followed and un-followed over the years *shrugs*

In the end, it's MY Instagram :)

and this doj bullshit no charge of darren wilson,
this country is a total piece of shit and as racist
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"There is much temptation to use what has worked before,
even when it may exceed its effective scope."

"Roll me further bitch"

The little guy is in just about every post of mine saying something slick in a poor attempt to gain my attention and favor. It's rather sad at ho the little desperate the little fella has become. He's obsessed and confused.

Maybe someone can talk to'em to set him back on a better path.



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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

you process everything like a child though, so Im done

Every time you ask me something, you always follow-up the conversation with some BS. You can never keep it cool and even.


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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

Work in the AM.

A temp After Effects job Nvincible1 got me in the afternoon.

Gym somewhere in there.

More AE work for a TV show project.

BOOKED. Like Freshalina say.

This heiffer been tawnbout how I'm wack, can't rap, how I'm always rapping ABOUT rap & I rappity rap. Says she ain't like my song "Apex" & only shot the video for a quick buck. Meanwhile, I'm supporting her t-shirt business & featuring her on my album. Word got to me through the homie after they had a discussion about how she CLEARLY hasn't listened to any of my music to make such a statement. Out of the 39 recorded songs I have out on mixtapes & my album only 10 or 11 are about rap! Not to mention soundcloud loosies & such. She coo with G-Side & was with Slow Motion Sounds & thinks she's the authority on what's dope or not. Also, she formed a coup against him, the same one who got her the job, to get him stepped down from supervisor because he's doing his job. Anyway, I'm taking her off my album. Hard Work feat. SHA on the way!

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

-My involvement with social media. As it becomes more of a distraction I unfriend/delete to keep my numbers down. I use arbitrary, impersonal guidelines. Some of the time I look back and don't realize I've unfriended someone as my need to keep the numbers manageable has been semi-capricious and largely impersonal.

I have to actively work on maintaining connections with others. When I start to feel like everyone's lives resemble a magazine for me to flip through I pare down to keep from becoming too desensitized. I confess that I miss a couple of those who I've unfriended in the past but wish for a way to get/give periodic updates instead of daily banter.

-I like uggs both the boots and wedges are super comfortable.

>-I like uggs both the boots and wedges are super comfortable.

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nothing blatant
nothing treading the line
nothing involving critique of gay people

if he cant go 6 months, he owes me nothing.

today to September 4th 2015, I want him to prove he isnt preoccupied with this topic as it pertains to him being a man of God

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"Today is your day to have a better life -- it's your right."

Anti-gentrification, cheap alcohol & trying to look pretty in our twilight posting years (c) Big Reg


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There's nothing good about the moving process. I hate it all. However, it was incredibly satisfying to sleep in a home where I actually owned the property.

Digging our way out is sort of a pain. The bedroom, the kitchen, the record room, and the bathrooms are basically functional. And we have cable, Internet, and phone. But there's still a lot of work to be done.

Moving is the worst, but yeah gotta feel some kind of special moving into a spot that's yoursown

Very quiet and very nice.

Considering how the rents are moving in Emeryville and our old complex in particular, this move is looking more and more necessary.

and point pinole is gorgeous. whole shoreline over there really. my mother swims in the bay 4-5x/week in point richmond

and yes rents around here are going hammertime

Actually what got us into the housing market was the availability of a home in Crockett ***right*** across the street from where my best friend lives. That didn't work out due to the shady Realtor who represented that place. But it all worked out regardless.

this week i've come >< close to quitting this bullshit

like seriously. its not normal to have 3-4 assignments due every day (shit this is supposed to be a doctoral program?)

i'd be fine if i felt i was learning some profound shit
but like yesterday i sat in class that was talking about gender (on some undergrad type, biological vs societal -i had this class 10 years ago shit, that was supposed to be profound).
*this is apparently one of my better classes*
im supposed to be getting a solid grounding on epidemiology and biostatistics
which i appreciate (to some extent), but i dont understand 'two-month terms
im not planning to be an epidemiologist or a statistician or a researcher (wtf is a researcher?)
so. yea.
most days im thinking of how i can transfer to common sense
(even considering going back to nyc).

this weather has me down. i dont do well in freezing temp and snow.

what's the upside? trip to madrid coming up!
if i can find time to go to d.c and apply for a visa.

my old boss goes to the same school you do (I think she's still there, she hasn't mentioned it in a while and I know she hasn't graduated so maybe she's working on her dissertation only). But it's hard to know if a school will be a perfect fit without fully being in a program because what you and is presented always looks nice. But I want some blogs where students are not limited in what they say and straight up just talk about the bullshit of it all...because the only real negative you here is "you have no social life."

I'm taking a Cancer Epi class this summer and while i love math, biostats and epi is such a blower...

I can count on one hand how many times i been in the past month....ok...two hands...but surprisingly aint really lost too much strength...still can tossin 225 around with ease

--i got an oppty to make a lot of dough cheese soon...i hope this comes thru... it's gonna kick my ass hours/time wise but definitely gonna be good

-- I want a porterhouse

--old ladies don't dig the beard :-/

And she's still alive and doing well to see it.

She was a former long time community leader that has since retired from the title.

She's getting mad love on her facebook account and im happy to see her happy.

This is by far the best thing ive accomplished in years.

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huh

That's great.

for shit that has nothing to do with her. Problem is, he doesn't know half the department has her back. Folks are picking sides. It's gonna be an insurrection soon, I can feel it. lol

Which is fine, because I'm always on CYA mode regardless.

I dunno about y'all but I'm brushing my shoulders off like a motherfucker right now

seriously considering applying for this scholarship even though everyone's video submission looks like it'll be infinitely better than mine but I should still try right?

*sigh*

I've been indoors all day and now I just wanna be social :-/


"i wanna hug all u idiotic bastards & then set you all on fire" -Bin

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I sat at my desk and trained her on systems I created. These same systems for her manage. I felt so much rage and sadness. I went to the restroom and pulled myself together. I got out of my feelings and got a game plan together. I watched so many people's roles change and firings. I knew I was on the chopping block as soon as the new DOO/COO got there. I was already ahead of it. I got let go on a Monday, interviewed for another job on a Wednesday and a shit ton of phone interviews and such lined up. I saved money and planned so well for it too. I promised myself I'd never be unemployed again as long as I lived but that place was become more and more toxic. I saw the iceberg and they gave me a lifeboat. Man, I love Skype interviews though. My new fave.

Glad youre still sunshiny!
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