that the 9 to 5ers with kids etc is whats hard

crime etc is like taking the easy way out

props to my parents who never strayed etc

>And I can't quite fully claim this status as I am very lucky
>to have a wonderful person who picks up my slack when required
>and its a Lotta slack but still
>
>This shit is so so sooo damn hard.
>
>Like I wanna go running out the house, stripping my clothes
>off, screaming down the street, go live on a beach, smoke weed
>and write the Great Black novel but
>
>I can't. I'd be literally dooming my children to a life in the
>system
>
>(I'm serious ive thought abt this like if I just didn't show
>up to scoop em one day after school how long would it take for
>the state to come get em?)
>
>& IMO there are few moral absolutes but deadbeat parents are
>easily in the top 5. Maybe top 3.
>
>So I carry on. And I'm doing a pretty damn good job but
>man...sometimes I wanna be like yeah dog I CAN meet y'all for
>that happy hour on Wednesday! Why the fuck not? Make some top
>ramen kids! Burn the house down! Fuck it!
>
>But I dont...and instead make a post on the internet with
>waaaay too much personal info in it instead. #therapy
>
>On another note. Still haven't done my taxes. I *think*
>between my mortgage, child care, biz expenses etc I should get
>something back but you never know at this stage
>
>Ive made a hard deadline to sit down next Saturday and do em
>no matter what. Watch the power go out or some shit.
>
>