got back stronger than ever and shit was money for six-seven months before the creaks really started getting loud.

to be honest i kind of dig being single. it sucked at first because she was all push-and-pull about getting back together (i told her no but of course a part of me wanted to say YES!) and now she is moving on. kind of. i am sure she will call again soon but i feel more and more distant from her. she is trying to get back with her ex and it'll fall apart soon. personally i've been on a few dates and stuff but not looking for anything serious. i am really enjoying the small pleasures in life again. playing a shitload of basketball, 3-4 hours a day, and trying to take a lot of pride in my work. i'm lucky to have good health and a fun job and i felt like i was taking both those things for granted while i was with her to be honest.