i look at my net, then think about my regular expenses and what i have in savings...there's usually this huge gap in between of money that just vanished...but then i think about all the damn time i spent working to make that money and just hope i had fun with it at least.

i get what you're saying though. will def need to re-re-evaluate all that. i thought i was good at saving before but will need to streamline for sure.