I was 25 then, 26 now. We were close. Hurts A LOT but I do see your angle and I've kinda rationalized it a little bit like that. I'm glad that I didn't go before her cause I wouldn't want her to feel the emotional pain I'm feeling. There's an emptiness I'm always gonna feel but it's a part of life and I had to find a way to keeping going while I deal with it.

I'm doing alright almost 6 months on.. It's funny how the most random thing can make me think of her.