she doesn't want one and neither do i.

if the rest of the family throws one that's different. but i can't see it.

all of my parents have said they don't want a funeral. i'm so down w/it.

there'll be a memorial dinner somewhere. or brunch.

and yeah i'll be sad. for sure.

i was sad when my grandmother died but then i was not so sad b/c she was old and she's supposed to die before me and all of her kids. sadly she had to bury one of her daughters and one of her grandkids. but her death wasn't so terribly sad for me. not like when i lost a cousin - she died too young.