i'm soooo indecisive and want everything. sometimes i want a moroccan/turkish themed room. then i want a beachy one. then i want an almost WASPY hamptons look. i'm a fucking mess.

i need someone to just do it and be liek "aight, this is ur place now. enjoy" lol.

the problem is that it's a new building and i chose the place based on a bueprint. i FINALLY get to see it this friday, at which pt i can get the bigger pieces like couches, a bed, etc.

i've got a full kitchen. minus this blender i really want but costs a grip. since when are blenders so damn expensive??

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i only have a few PT sessions left which i'm hoarding. i'm gonna use them as 'tune up'. i've been surprisingly good on my own. let's hope it lasts lol.

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girl..NYE...i'm not even gonna put myself on blast like that here. imagine all the skeletons in your closet being at the same party & they got a bone (ha!) to pick with you.