well the early hours of New years,sent my ex Happy New Year wishes.
she didn't respond and even though i thought i was fully prepared that she wouldn't. it made me incredibly angry.
like, damn you can't even reply to a generic ass happy new year message. the same anger came rushing back like the break up was fresh.I got even more mad at myself for it affecting me the way it did. because i know it doesn't matter. I rationalized it as my last mistake regarding her.Have to let that relationship die in my mind and stop giving it power over my feelings.