I have an abusive past. I've dated a few who were what most people would consider unstable, but my most recent one made my life a living hell. He drove me to the point where I've become jaded and too afraid to let my guard down and be receptive of men. Especially, If they come off too nice and charming. It's so fucked up because, I know there's so many good guys out there who are genuine and not scheming.