haven't read any books and honestly don't want to delve too much futher because while i don't consider myself gullible to all for it i'm one not to leave well enough alone. i went into the church giftshop here in nyc one day with a friend when i was younger planning to just clown on some joker hit. there were teenaagers working there and they straight scared the fuck out of me. that's as close as i ever want to come to any of it, but can't pretend like the whole shit doesn't fascinate the fuck out of me.

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Big PEMFin H & z's
"I ain't no entertainer, and ain't trying to be one. I am 1 thing, a musician." � Miles

"When the music stops he falls back in the abyss."