If only I could be that sexual free in real life.


So picture this....

I'm at work and there is a shower in the bathroom. My male coworkers keep walking in and you can see through the shower and I don't care. I say to one of them that I'm horny as shit. He thinks um playing and leaves but comes back and I'm masturbating. He like, Fuck it. Picks me up and fucks the shit outta me. I cum all over his huge....like squirt.

Then he cums.


And I'm like, I gotta wash this off and we get at it again.

People are walking in watching but I don't care. I'm working my body like a pro.

Then I wake up.

Damn...

That shit felt great. But it was awkward coming to work today. Lol.

But I wish I could feel that free in real life. Not caring about being in a relationship or being public. Not that I'd do it in real life...but not caring.



I think it's because I haven't had sex in over a month.


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I think the orgasm would have been mind blowing.
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Was it a specific co worker?

With a huge penis. So I guess that's why it was starring him. I don't know why I had the dream tho. I'm not attracted to his personality but he does seem like he might be hard to forget iif I was single.
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There is no healthy man that will be in a relationship and not have sex with his S.O. for a whole month.

But this post isn't about that.


It is about the freedom of dreaming.
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That made things weird. Now I have to think negative thoughts about him to get the idea out of my head.


Lol.
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I saw him that day at work. He said hi...I told him frankly I was not speaking to him today. He said why, what did I do. I said you didn't do anything I'm just not talking to you today. He laughed.

I told my one female coworker about my dream and what I told him and she was bent over laughing. It is now our inside joke.


Lol.

But she was the one that told me about eggplant fridays.
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the church and in the south?

Your nature seems to be in conflict with the way you were nurtured.

I know a little something about that. I eventually found like minded peoples though.


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This post was pretty exciting for me.
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you werent hoing.


does it really matter?

for all my fans who keep my name in their mouth: http://i.imgur.com/v2xNOpS.jpg

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save up for a trip to Jamaica, stay at Hedonism III, stay naked for your entire stay and fuck as many strangers as you can/want. Nobody knows you, and nobody will give a shit.

Upon your return, you'll have fulfilled this and the matter will be settled... unless you REALLY enjoyed it a lot... Then you'll have unleashed the monster within and may have a hard time containing it.

... Either way, at least you'll have had fun on the trip.

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forcing myself to actually respond to you is like bathing in ebola virus. - Binlahab

Like there is stupid, and then there is you, and then there is dead. - VAsBestBBW

R.I.P. Disco D

Even tho I strapped up.


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Give it a thought and let us know how it goes when you get back. :)

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forcing myself to actually respond to you is like bathing in ebola virus. - Binlahab

Like there is stupid, and then there is you, and then there is dead. - VAsBestBBW

R.I.P. Disco D

But I'll keep that in mind. I'd rather focus on making a great album and traveling overseas to perform. Maybe have a good time there while I do it. Lol.

nobody knows you like that right now. Best to get the freak out of your system now than to revisit it later after you've attained a bit of fame.

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forcing myself to actually respond to you is like bathing in ebola virus. - Binlahab

Like there is stupid, and then there is you, and then there is dead. - VAsBestBBW

R.I.P. Disco D

But then your signature is "church diva". I laughed really out loud at this post

and it really was a bad dream because of who the person was. but in the dream tho, I didn't care.

plus you know I have some conflicts in my upbringing and my inner desires...hence me waiting to do porn when im 60.



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>and it really was a bad dream because of who the person was.
>but in the dream tho, I didn't care.
>
>plus you know I have some conflicts in my upbringing and my
>inner desires...hence me waiting to do porn when im 60.
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>
>

I hear that is the fastest growing porn market...

that and the midgetss... are you bout that

;half life;

Why not do porn? I'll still be sexy. Kids will be grown...in college or whatever...

>Why not do porn? I'll still be sexy. Kids will be grown...in
>college or whatever...
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there is nothing sexy about grey booty hairs!!!!

and dont nobody want to find out they grandma is on xvideos

And it will be 2040 by then, you never know how people will feel. I'll have an alias and wear a face mask if I need to.