my family is so messed up. and im a product of it or maybe im the creator of it? i overanalyze but im like yo, im not calling nobody. & like a granted wish...nobody called me. mad texts. hella fb xmas wishes. & that was like all i wanted to put out there too. so i get it. but it was...theres an episode of twilight zone where the protagonist is in a hallucination that hes the only man in the world. and i wont say i felt like that but maybe like .005% of that.

then out the blue a relative called. someone ive seen maybe...4-10 times in life? and was just like merry xmas, hug the kids, when we gonna get together wamp wamp small talk basically just to say hey. & i felt some kinda way...like...aww. im human after all. so while im really enjoying this time...im ready for it to be over. lol.


does it really matter?

for all my fans who keep my name in their mouth: http://i.imgur.com/v2xNOpS.jpg