i feel guilty that im enjoying myself tho, its like my loved ones are elsewhereim literally doing nothing. i mean im eating, working out, watching tv, surfing the net, listening to music & smoking weed...pretty much none stop since tuesday. this shit is shangri-la EXCEPT...the people who matter most arent here w/ me...but if they WERE...i wouldnt be doing this shit

so im sliiiiigghtly torn

but over all...i havent had this much do whatever the hell i wanna do time since before my 1st child was born, and thats ridiculous. i need to do this more often


does it really matter?

for all my fans who keep my name in their mouth: http://i.imgur.com/v2xNOpS.jpg