and shame some of us carry around

and how much we really want the rest of nigga town to carry it around the same way we do

this is one of those times where being aware of shit only further restricts us...

we want certain things to be weeded out the culture...and maybe some of it should be...

it's like a small group of "enlightened" niggas and sympathetic others with too little cultural or capital influence stuck between racist/apathetic others and "uncooperative" niggas

some of us blame yt for both (their racist, privileged, or apathetic selves and for crippling the uncooperative blacks systemically)

some of us blame us for not policing our own culture is if that's enough to change that other piece of bread in this shitty sandwich

all this shit is crazy