I am swamped at work and deadlines are approaching... it's not to the point where I can't still pull ish off but I am having to push meetings and such so I can make time to get the work in before they are held.. I don't like having to do that.. i don't feel so bad because my team leader routinely cancels or reschedules our one on one meetings like 5 mins prior to when they're bout to kick off.. so gives me some license to reschedule a few meetings myself.. but I much prefer to be completely on top of shit and ready on time everytime nawmean... oh well it's work.. I need to divest my level of fucks to give a little maybe.