mission, but the longer I stay in this field the less I find myself giving a damn about the missions of these orgs. Now days I am laser focused on getting shit done and collecting my paycheck. I am typing this during an all staff meeting. I was already tuned out prior to logging on to OKP.

Now, to be clear, I care about all this great stuff the are doing in the community - to an extent. I mean it isn't like I work for a cigarette company. I probably could work for Philip Morris and they would certainly pay me more, but I work here so that is saying something, right...?

I feel slightly guilty, ugh!

It is hard to work in this field when you are not a touchy-feely person.