and i ask for a table every time (even though i've lost some weight and can fit in most booths now), even in a group. i'll let whoever is tasked w/ getting us seated to know "get us a table, not a booth."

sheeeit. only god can judge me.

overcoming being fat CAN be important for long life...but that mental part? maaaaaaaaaaaan.

that's where you gotta try to win more than anything. i won that battle a long time ago.