Can you put your finger on what didn’t jell?

I don’t know. I can’t say. I’m one of those people who has respect for the dead. But I loved him and I learned a lot from those interactions. He was the guiding light that gave me the confidence that, yes, I can do this.

^^ Just makes me love her even more

Sometimes people just don't have chemistry and all, but her saying "he's one of the reasons I'm like 'don't ever meet your heroes" makes me think she wasn't feeling his arrogance or treatment of her or something, but she had too much respect to say "he was mad arrogant" since he's gone... but I'm just speculating. "Don't ever meet your heroes" usually means a person was let down by their idol tho.