shouts to the OP, because I've seen this story framed in such a different way

you would think ol' girl had a gun to her head, or was standing on the ledge

not to downplay her experience

but I believe she said this was moments after the fight

being examined by medical staff

that is

I think everybody has had a challenge/low point in their life

where a fleeting thought like...if I was dead all of these problems would go away, etc...enters your mind

she moved on, almost immediately

I don't get why this is such a big story, TBH.