Trying to call her desperate now but couldn't even have the decency to break it off.

And acting like you just HAD to invite her to the party.

Matter of fact that could have been the perfect way to do it, just not invite her and if she asked why say we are drifting apart yada yada

But instead you wanted to have your cake and eat it too by having her there fawning over you but you didn't want to have that awkward but necessary convo

And now you calling her desperate

That is wack