its' getting to the point that the process is so unenjoyable that I don't care about the benefit of smoking. I go into these coughing fits and I'm drinking ice cold water to soothe it. Obviously my throat is messed up. I tried googling and to no avail. I think I had a mild upper respiratory infection that opened up my chest and throat. I had a cough for a few months and since then, its all been bad unless I'm smoking super slow. I can't deal. However, if I stop smoking, I will stop eating all the junk food.

I wish I could stop procrastinating. When I actually put my mind too and apply myself, I can do anything. But it's getting to that point BEFORE I have no time left. I literally wait until the last minute. Any tips on how to focus and do work would be greatly appreciated.

Been without soda and sweets since Lent. I find myself missing the sweets way more than I miss soda.