i recommend u start with this book or the healers. i read the beautyful ones are not yet born, but was disappointed. im not really into existentialist literature, the beautyful ones was too dark and depression, IMO. however, 2000 seasons is my favorite. i cant even describe how is words make the violence in the novel seem beautiful and liberating....

u will have to check your local black book store for his stuff, or a college library.