i had to. i think that's what got me to the point of "i have to learn to nurse in public". i never became completely comfortable with it, but crying baby and leaking breasts meant i had to do it.

first time was hard. after that, it got easier.

and i'm not being fair, becasue they're were a lot of people, especially guys i knew, who wanted to know everything about breastfeeding. they asked questions and were proud of me for making that choice. even my mom, who's not into natural anything was surprised and pleased when i decided to breastfeed.

to me, breastfeeding mothers are normal, they just seem to be in some kind of "secret society". once you start talking ot people you find out how many people really have chosen it over formula.


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