You know what? I just don't know anymore. I've gotten to the point where I think that the only thing that is going to help is if it ALL goes to shit.

That way we can start over. I mean, my parents are immigrants- from nearby Jamaica, and to see what drives them (money) makes me sad.

They want "sucess" for my brothers and I, but their definition of sucess is monetary, and western based.

I think we just need to start over, because capitolism DEPENDS on abuse of SOMEONE. If any country REMAINS capitalist they will in time become a military power, and then...a bully.

You bring up some good points, but to be honest I'm tired, and I don't think I'm at the point yet where I can sit down and find solutions.

Right now, I'ma sit down with my Crawford, Wilson, Y Ching, Bible, Bhagavad Gita, and Thoreau and try to learn.

I'll leave the figuring out for another time. A better time.