this is a fad for some. There will always be the one that follow the bright lights. But my faith is within my self because I know embedded in my heart is life and coating my heart is uneasiness because my life is just not right... This is not a movement that I jump into this is a movement that I found out that I was not the only one.

I won't lie this shit is scary and I don't always know if i have the balls to do it but f**K it what will be will be. So I'm screaming and yelling and bring in recruits two at a time. And yes this my style because its me... I can't be anything other than me but believe it this will always be me.

Concious I think I will never be until death but I promise you I will be steady moving towards it.

So I know that your statment wasn't really directed towards anyone but I thought you feeling not alone might help your faith.