You've learned to justify and be internally proud of the mass murder of THREE HUNDRED THOUSAND innocent CIVILIANS!!! You are fucked because from the Allies point of view, the whole reason for the war was to put an end to the ongoing slaughter of human life. I don't believe this to be the reason for the war, but the American and Ally justification is on humanitarian grounds. So for 300,000 CIVILIANS to die at the hands of a so-called humanitarian force is one of the greatest shames of any empire in all of history!