first of all,when did doc say it was cool to drink and smoke,and just because you choose not to have pre-marrital sex does that make you righteous?hell no.like i said before,when he was a muslim he did as muslims did.how many wives does he have now?how many did he have before he started the ansaarullah community?what my soul gets out of it is none of YOUR damn business.that's between me and my soul,correct?thats like me asking you what do you get out of worshipping a deity that allows bloodshed and sex with minors.