you essentially summed up the feelings of MANY FOLK who REFUSE to post here...im shocked because i was thinking a LOT of what you JUST posted to utamaroho...
Ryan



I hear voices and i can't stand to be alone
'Cause emptiness is all I've ever known
Soiled by my lust I feel no shame
No longer forsaken
when they call my name
No one is faithful
I am weak
I go astray
Forgive me for my ways
- FROM "FAITHFUL"

"Are you free?"