maybe a couple weeks

Kobe will be for like all of 2020

Not fucked up in the same way, but just reflective

Day 1 fucked me up but where I could just listen to a gang of Prince every day to get it out of my system, I can't do the same for Kobe.

I tried to watch some of his last game last night (I had that shit DVR'd for 2 years, my wife had to force me to delete the shit) and it was like what's the point. I like watching footage of him on the sideline talking to players, or with his daughter, much more right now.