9383, Beyond_Levels-That's where y'always take me... Posted by MUSE, Wed Dec-13-00 07:04 AM
your tears adorn my minds odor with virgin in(no)cense burning with smoking arising upon my souls flesh wearing no ~scents
... .. .
I now wear no fragance And to think that Old Spice was My "former scent" prior to my "ascent" to Dolce Garbana or is it Arrid XXXtra (un)dry? at the corner of my eye "i" see my reflection lost in the light out the basement door beaming diagonally upon the basement floor the concrete floor where "i" was whored by her waiting to be breast-fed at 8 now str8 into her womb i'm enslaved caved in my heart is caved in no longer understanding no reason no longer demanding to define this unwanted feeling because
mommy said it's her "sister" and daddy says that he "trusts" her but her thrusts feel like porn"i"cation with my organ donated in dedication to my loss of the joy of exploration
auntee rises up in vexation whilst "i" tear in consternation perplexed wondering why? is she upset at me? "what's wrong with you!?!" echoes consistently remembering several attempts to thrust her insecurities on me numerous slaps for my inconsistency many pelvic burns with her hip bones pressing me... and "i" finally free from her embrace her lace over my face her mahogany void of space that "i" define as the "circle" that "forbidden place", can't seem to feel free to love
ever.
and "i" no longer wear Dolce but
Sour...
sour memories of a childhood stripped from me whilst i was bare and a fear
of being touched in the same way ever
again.
I now wear no fragance fear rages and grumbles accusingly nullifying consciousness and my existence
as a child of innocence...
I now wear no fragance
I now wear no fragance
xxxoooxxxoooxxxoooxxx :*
one love.muse
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