>i havent written since i sat and made my saddest decision
>decided that id rather be givin my life up than goin at it
>with women
>im showin maturation in prison, self inflicted this
>disciplined state that im kickin it in...
>The corner with my pad and pen in a pensive, penitent
>position
>imma limit this confession to the time it takes my tentative
>bitch self to take control and take hold of the smif n
>wessun and end this clinic on depression...

The question that comes to mind- and not at all meant in any offense but coming from a place of study, psychology that is -is, what did your mother do, or not do to give you such strong distaste for women? I can feel all the different sceens from the stories in your life, but I can't seem to sequence them, maybe you can help?


>I’ll fill a millimeter recklessly
>and leave 8 for the rest of these
>dreary lives I’ve yet to live
>im a cat with no nap,

nice lines

>not tryin to impress with shit
>just tryin my best to undress this chick
>unless its thick, it aint my bitch

um... how does this tie in with your hatred of women?


>plus you niggas know how summer gets
>tempers flare and thunder hits the public pool while you was
>lovin it
>unexpectedly
>the sun jetsets and leaves

those lines aren't very good at all...

>my stomach heckles me
>it’s famine in its festive phase
>a cancerous tropic of capricorn canada with debts and wages
>way below what ascetic sages meager as their needs may be
>could live off of, pandemics rage and academics sway as to
>what solutions could cure this sickness, shit polluted lack
>of food and destitution death and military coupcoups,
>useless dudes in suits and no more Tutus...
>so i reach for my weapon and do the same damn thing that
>you’d do....


nice, nice.... I liked "military coupcoups" LoL. This was a nice piece, not the best I've seen you post, but good none the less. *runs Uncle threw a metal detector to make sure he aint carrying no selfdistruction* Much love man.
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"If it is the dirty element that gives pleasure to the act of lust, then the dirtier it is, the more pleasurable it is bound to be."
--Marquis De Sade

"It has, moreover, been proven that horror, nastiness, and the frightful are what give pleasure when one fornicates. Beauty is a simple thing; ugliness is the exceptional thing. And firey imaginations, no doubt, always prefer the extraordinary thing to the simple thing."
--Marquis De Sade



"Show me an artist who is not insane, and I will show you a fraud"---Me

"Love is anterior to life
posterior to death
Initial of creation, and
the exponent of breath"--Emily Dickenson

"And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation"--Kahlil Gibran(...and *Z* seems to have learned this the hard way, which it seems is the only way to learn...)

"I am ashamed
to call this love human
and afraid of God
to call it divine"--Rumi (real name Jalal ad-Din Mohammed Balkhi)

"May I be, forward? Before word, is, intent"--Saul Williams

Mystic: One who experiences mystical union, or direct communion with God or Ulitmate reality.

Elixir: A substance held capable of prolonging life indefinitely (also panacea) a sweetened, alcoholic, medicinal solution... I am