poeverty is caused by selfishness.

gotta get a nut off (had a kid early) father left because he couldnt deal with responsibility cuz he was SELFISH
gotta get drink on (bills dont get paid)
hurting so I'll continue to fuck random cats (kids are neglected, adn they grow up and do the same thing from their pain of neglect.. so their lives turn into self-fullfilling prophecies
but it all started from selfishness.... that lead to "fill the void" type shit.. that just created lives that were selfish and blossoms whole generations that only meet their own needs... and suffer from a lack of GEBUINE love.. within themselves and without


-Stephani

I'm a H.E.R.B.
Holotyped Existance
Rhetoric Bound

The new me is like: A woman killed in ruffles; falling to the ground with her hair spread out; her wrist secreting ambiant neon blood
Juggling the moon and stars in palms; with the flecks in the eyes turning globes confetti like yearns of non-existant love...
Running in barefoot brooks; with the moon arching its reflection up the aching backs where he holds onto my hips and sways me
my dreams are:
Renewing again amoungst the mating mossrocks stay satiated coining a pith in a breathy palms; so so sappy drenching dreary destiny to bloody toned walls
my heart calls: callused and waving kites colors hues meshing, please feel me- I'm so-so soft- scratching like cat napes, round and female with sun-dresses blowing passion.. kiss the wind swiveling tears on cheeks, the light beams behind my curls, I pose and bleeeeeeed with pain on my sleeve...
engulf: anger,sadness, happiness changing to squared rolling wheels, penetrate the projections of emotional mattresses... I feel open.. constantly.. dream of my transparent body unzipping my skin and stepping out of me.. and I run to cotton-candy padded fields and glow with bliss, and he will wait with his arms open- like that of jesus and view me- patiently...cuz he knows I tripped on my way there and I'm all bruised... ~ me