you are my friend and my every fantasy
your like a passionate sweet kiss with a little toung to make it nasty....
just right for me
but i need something true
lke my love for him
unlike these feelings for you
im so unsure of what to do
its like i own two cents but i dont have a clue
i feel like a girl in the 60's without a hair-do
i know i love him but im infatuated by you
this is bullshit and like 6 inches deep
so many fucking thoughts on my mind its hard to sleep
how could have done what i did and still continue to do..
i love you so much but i need affection
to be touched
to be loved
to be wanted
he gives me what i need
but it leaves my soul feeling haunted...
lust is a must
when it is tempatation
my love for him is not for real
but like a demonsrtation
i show him how it could be and how lucky you are to have me
but i let it get the best of me and now i cant stand
what ive done to my word.

...peace