man, i wish i had somethin to post, but the feelings i got right now aint allowin them to come out right. it's good to have access again for lil bit. just wanna let ya'll know i'm alright, and J is wonderful. i just buried my moms today. it's was a very, very, very hard thing to do, but i did it, i went thru it and now it's time to move on and make her more proud of me. it's a process, i know, and i know i cant go thru it witout family and i still and always consider ya'll family. hopefully next time, i'll have something for ya'll to lunch on, but until then, keep ya'll heads up, hold ya peoples close to you and hold me close to ya hearts.

peaces