what prompted u to write this...

i had a scare like this recently. a "my mother is mortal and truly wont be here forever, so what does that mean to me" scare
so i understood...


it was my dead ends & i
>had not
>conditioned, but i was conditioned into thinking as long as i
>dont
>think
>about it, it will be okay.
>as long as he loves me, it will be okay.
>as long as he tells the truth, it will be okay.
>as long as he wants me, it will be okay.
>as long as he wants to fk me, it will be okay.
>as long as i can brush my teeth in the morning, it will be
>alrite,
>but it neva was.