14211, christ woman (for dallas) Posted by Trace, Tue Mar-01-05 07:51 AM
christ woman
--prologue--
they were wrong. christ was a woman and her father was not a godly man. ------------------------------------------------------
she was cursed with chronic patience and a quick smile a professional sufferer she bled silently it was easier than waging a war or blocking blows to her mouth or chest and bruising her hands in battle
she'd need them to build for her babies one day
she reached our early for someone to love the scars left by the father who fought her like she was a grown man when she needed to know how to become a woman and when no one answered her she tried to seduce death lure him quick to her lips but her little 6th grade hips were not a bait rich enough just yet
with her time here she figured she'd do her best for her people the ones who hated her the ones she thought she loved o benevolent christ woman kicked the baby out of little ebony's 14-yr-old stomach when she asked her to because they both knew what birthright awaited if the baby was damned to live in their end of town with neighbors and landlords like theirs a euthanization that didn’t color itself selfish til the rooms she'd been painting and preparing for her own someday-baby was robbed drained of its pretty red walls replaced with a shriveled raisin of a womb now she bleeds every month at the wrist and beneath pretty rope burns lacing her neck and adopts grown ass little boys who hate her but have neglected babies of their own who need a lover and protector a fighter and a friend a sacrifice
she played house with such passion. these makeshift demi-husbands were her only playmates they hated her but reminded her of daddy and of home
which is all she ever really wanted anyway
a picket fence frame to make her broken heart look like art pretty walls to take away from the decaying furniture and rotting fruit in the fridge a finished basement to lock her ghosts in
but she just guessed it wasn’t his will
and neither her happiness, apparently but she smiled and bled because it was easier than fighting or praying to the bastards who forsook her when all she did was go about doing good
if they only knew love for what it was and not the self-serving prayer they made it to be then maybe she could've learned to claim it without the crown of thorns they passed to her as roses. --------------------------------------
--epilogue--
she's 22 and finally her cancer has manifested in physical form
when she goes to heaven-- as all saints do-- who sill wear diamond studded hospital beds in pendants dancing on chains of gold in honor of her sacrifice?
--Tracy Lynne christ woman
--prologue--
they were wrong. christ was a woman and her father was not a godly man. ------------------------------------------------------
she was cursed with chronic patience and a quick smile a professional sufferer she bled silently it was easier than waging a war or blocking blows to her mouth or chest and bruising her hands in battle
she'd need them to build for her babies one day
she reached our early for someone to love the scars left by the father who fought her like she was a grown man when she needed to know how to become a woman and when no one answered her she tried to seduce death lure him quick to her lips but her little 6th grade hips were not a bait rich enough just yet
with her time here she figured she'd do her best for her people the ones who hated her the ones she thought she loved o benevolent christ woman kicked the baby out of little ebony's 14-yr-old stomach when she asked her to because they both knew what birthright awaited if the baby was damned to live in their end of town with neighbors and landlords like theirs a euthanization that didn’t color itself selfish til the rooms she'd been painting and preparing for her own someday-baby was robbed drained of its pretty red walls replaced with a shriveled raisin of a womb now she bleeds every month at the wrist and beneath pretty rope burns lacing her neck and adopts grown ass little boys who hate her but have neglected babies of their own who need a lover and protector a fighter and a friend a sacrifice
she played house with such passion. these makeshift demi-husbands were her only playmates they hated her but reminded her of daddy and of home
which is all she ever really wanted anyway
a picket fence frame to make her broken heart look like art pretty walls to take away from the decaying furniture and rotting fruit in the fridge a finished basement to lock her ghosts in
but she just guessed it wasn’t his will
and neither her happiness, apparently but she smiled and bled because it was easier than fighting or praying to the bastards who forsook her when all she did was go about doing good
if they only knew love for what it was and not the self-serving prayer they made it to be then maybe she could've learned to claim it without the crown of thorns they passed to her as roses. --------------------------------------
--epilogue--
she's 22 and finally her cancer has manifested in physical form
when she goes to heaven-- as all saints do-- who sill wear diamond studded hospital beds in pendants dancing on chains of gold in honor of her sacrifice?
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