this was all i could say as i read this..trying to advert my eyes from the pain and the infidelity that u spoke so eloquently in this piece..so yeah big ups to for getting this out..i liked these lines the most...

But under lock and key was not to be from hopeless fear
Whips and knots on me from top to feet
Prove I’m far from an overseer
With Cinque keeping company over here
While “Giving Free” seems to be an easy demand to meet
Can’t flee or think with arteries draining head and feet
Simply because you offer me thoughts of your body
Sloppily on top of me
Ignoring carvings of lots of peeps before me who rode it properly