this feels like me at times.. not the scared to admit i'm a writer but everything after..

"i carry weight on my shoulder like mine worker
worry bout other peolple though it's not my concern
try to be happy...whatever the cost
scared of my emotions cause they're really strong
kinda distant from the creator and for him i do long"

inspiration dropped off, so what, this is complete for where you're at now. that's cool, you're more passionate in this end part, but you leave it on a question.
bless