12207, i eat the bruised fruit Posted by , Fri Apr-30-04 09:12 AM
because i know that sometimes i am delicious beyond my scars
i am silent when angry because i know that sometimes i am capable of 'too much'
i am fierce in my love because i know that sometimes softness just isn't enough
i am frightened of myself because i know that sometimes i am unaware of the depth of my pain
i am like taffy left in the sun because i know that sometimes my vulnerability is my only asset
i am weakened by his touch because i know that sometimes his fire absolves my impurities
i am capable of UN-learning because i know that sometimes there is no truth to what i know
i am evolution in progress because i know that sometimes i dream of a me that held fire in her hands and walked upon the seas and i see all of my future selves in the clouds of doubt in your eyes
i am more than the space between us ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
...happiness is a dark thing to pursue...and the pursuit of it a dark thing as well. ~steve erickson
him: the problem with this generation is that the women got all of the balls. her: is that good or bad? him: i don't know...
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