Now …comes the pain staking task of the sever
my words won’t express the pain, the rage, …the facts that I must now face
it’s over … the closure
at peace …released …my feelings ..our feelings deceased …I sing eulogy’s …
at love's requiem …we DIE
my eyes have known the love …you have … and close … only to nEVer be shown again …
but love remains
my heart toRN …reality THORNS …and PINches with wishes ..of the love relished at the beginning …
endING
BITter …
and tho I smile when I see you …
it’s still SINking in…
you were my best friend …nEVer again
just to TASte …
to FEel
to SMell
to HEar
to sEE …you love me …one more time …
would be a lovely ending …
instead I’m blinded …
with the RAGE of you nEVEr loving me …
and the selfishness …
that I …..befriended
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