>
>I mean..I dont know the details. Dont care about the details
>cuz nothing could make me feel okay about it. I keep going to
>his myspace page and just staring at it. Wishing that it was
>some kinda way he could see how many people loved him. And me
>being way over here makes it even harder, cuz all I can do is
>sit here and try to get some work done. It just makes me
>wonder about some things, your family, your life, your loved
>ones. Niggas say real good shit about you when you leave but
>never say it while you here. If you feel a certain way about
>someone tell em...make sure they know. Why niggas gotta be
>prisoners of thier own success? Why niggas feel like taking a
>life is cool? What kinda glory is in that? The hardest hard
>nigga is a different dude when his family and children are
>question. I just dont know anymore..I can think of a couple
>people I'd leave this earth for ..but hip hop( not sayin that
>was the case..but you know how the media is) Fuck Hip Hop...I
>love it but I aint dying for it. 8 words been going thru my
>mind all fuckin day...it's gotta be a better way to die.

peace,
-ram