because i envy his position. because ever since my teacher told me to LISTEN to your playing, to really dig deep into and find its sources, i've been a student of yours ever since. you can't shake it off, i bet you went through the same thing with Jay dee's, prince's, and prolly even stevie wonder's music. (shit i bet you went through the same shit with that mesmerizing flute part in Aretha franklin's "until you come back to me", right?) so give me some credit for 'understanding the language.' its not even about dissing on someone to get ahead of 'em.