coming into fruition....i mean i'm crestfallen over this, and just saddened. however i have to resign myself to the fact...although things were cool, and i think he's such a good person and a good fit for me.....it's some force that is just preventing things from coming into fruition, and i'm sad because i keep using him as a meterstick for potential others.


it's like....:(, he doesn't make me smile like ol' dude....he's not as thoughful as ol' dude.

it's really getting to me and i just wanna cry. :(

REAL TALK