>RE: You are driven by two things and two things only
>and two things only: attention and control.
>
>Every single thing you boils down to those two things. So you
>can name call. You can deflect and you can distract. But the
>fact remains that's who and what you are.
>
>I don't answer your questions because I know you don't care
>about my answers or the answers of any people here.
>
>You just want attention and you just want control.
>
>Cold Truth got you to cop to it earlier. Deep down in your
>empty little heart and your vacant little mind, you think God
>wants those same two things too: attention and control. In
>your mind, God isn't loving or vengeful, he's abusive. That's
>why you love abusers and enable abusers. That's why abuse is
>your Love Language. You love to take it, you LOVE to give it.
>And abuse is first and foremost about control.
>
>If God is entitled to those two things, and you're a 'man of
>God' then in your diseased little mind you are entitled to
>them too. To you, attention and control bring you closer to
>God. That's why you only act in bad faith. Because YOUR faith
>is fundamentally flawed. And you know it is. That's why you're
>always seeking out and trotting out somebody to confirm your
>faith as fact. Because your faith is as fragile as your ego.
>
>You don't really believe. If you did, you wouldn't be who you
>are. You wouldn't do what you do or say what you do if you
>did.
>
>More importantly, you certainly don't really want us to
>believe. Not in God at least. That's why you're always
>dredging up "proof". Because, to you, if you can prove God is
>you'll be the real miracle worker. Then finally see, then
>we'll finally believe. We'll believe in you. I hate to break
>it to you but that's not how this story plays out. You know it
>too.
>
>You mentioned our feelings. I'll take feelings over your
>emptiness of heart, spirt, and mind 11 times out of 10. I
>don't even think you have feelings outside of fear and hunger.
>Fear you won't get the attention you so desperately crave and
>hunger for control you'll never really possess.
>
>May God have mercy on your whatever he gave you instead of a
>soul.
>