by all means, locate a Confession Wednesday post from 2016 where I said/implied I was miserable. you cant

I was depressed 2008-2010, I went to therapy earlier in the year because that's what people with good insurance do when they want to talk through things with someone. I tried anxiety medication and didnt love it

the difference between us is I dont have to lie about being happy while inflicting misery on others, Im content more often than not with plans of keeping it going.